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Why? [26 Feb 2007|12:30pm]
How come when we desire intimacy, we settle for superficial empty experiences?


Why do we desire pleasure over love and commitment?


If we really want someone to love us, why do we choose to be around those that are too self absorb to take the time to get to know us or be there for us?
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4 days in the desert [22 May 2006|08:46am]
I made the biggest mistake by signing up for a field study biology class. I went on a 4 day field trip to the desert and it turned out to be the worst weekend I had in 4 years. I'm not kidding. Two girls managed to make everyone's life miserable by talking shit about everyone else. I mean, who the hell sits around and makes fun of people at this age. All I can say is that people who are incapable of having intelligent conversations are incapable saying anything of value and should learn that they are really not the all that and then some. I'm so glad to be home and I'm thankful for the friends I have in my life.

I love you guys. Thanks for being so amazing.
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You know what sucks about getting older.... [25 Apr 2006|11:30pm]
I can't just call my friends anymore to come over and watch Simsons and drink avacado milkshakes with me when I get off of work.

I have to actually make plans a head of time--schedule an appointment.

I miss being young when we were more carefree.
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[23 Apr 2006|01:34pm]
It seems like everyone here moved to myspace. No one ever post on livejournal anymore.
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[05 Mar 2006|08:55pm]
"The attainment of power destroys the capacity of love."
-Richard Wagner
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[01 Mar 2006|05:46pm]
I really want to go to the beach this Friday. Who wants to come with me :-)
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[03 Feb 2006|01:37pm]
The things I love in life....

Slutty girls that like to be "buddy buddy" with guys...

People that exaggerate the truth (lie)...

People that don't work jobs, go to school...

Freeloaders...

People that have no standards when it comes to choosing friends...

People that have no consideration for other people's feelings...

People that run over others for temporal happiness...


These are the things I love in life. If these are qualities that you have as a person, please feel free to spend as much time as possible hanging out with me. I really don't hangout with enough people that have these qualities.
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[27 Jan 2006|12:54am]
It's hard to learn to let go. I feel that there are several things in my life that I have been holding onto...tightly. I guess they give me hope. I can't live without hope. And I feel that if I give these things up, I'll loose the hope I have.

I don't know what to hope for anymore.
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[04 Jan 2006|08:36pm]
You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
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[01 Jan 2006|11:56pm]
I had a really good New Years this year. I'm really glad I was able to spend it with some of my favorite people. Love ya, guys/gals.
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[29 Dec 2005|08:55pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Words are empty and meaningless when actions don't follow them. I'm tired of hearing people talk.

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[28 Dec 2005|12:22am]
I'm falling more and more in love with Isis everyday.
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That 70's Show????? [27 Dec 2005|01:01pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

So I have season 3 at my house right now and I need someone to come watch it with me.


I'll make some hot tea
...flavorful coffee
...or maybe hot chocolate.



What could be better on a cold rainy week than watching That 70's Show and drinking something warm.

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[22 Dec 2005|08:40pm]
I get to celebrate Christmas with my family tomorrow!!!!
Can't wait.

Than off to California to see the rest of my family. Hope I can go to the beach.
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I'm sorry I was born this way [17 Dec 2005|07:04pm]
I am so torn up inside with feelings that I know I shouldn't be feeling. I don't like hating people because I believe that is lowest thing I can do to another person. But how can I deny these feelings and pretend that everything is "okay" when this person has lied to my face, told me that things in life are better when people "like me" are not there, denied me my dreams, passions, and trampled on my hope. I would like to believe that this person is the reason that one of the most beautiful things in my life is gone, but I can't blame it all on one person. People can choose to believe what they want to believe. I can't make them believe that I am a person that may share the same desires as them....that I'm just as much human as they are...that I am equal. Don't deny me my right to do the things I desire to do. Don't deny me my humanity. Just give me a chance to run along side you in this thing we call life. I'm sorry I was born this way, but being a women doesn't make me less than you.
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Christmas Party...coming soon [09 Dec 2005|10:11am]
There is going to be a Christmas party at my house on Friday 16th. You are all welcome. If anyone has a request for goodies/treats or activities, let me know. We're also playing Cranium.
Hope you see you there.
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[04 Dec 2005|01:09am]
P.S. Alyssa, I love you. You are an amazing friend.
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[04 Dec 2005|01:03am]
I love getting to know my friend's families. My family will always be my favorite people to hanging out with, of course. But I do have to say that I had a lot of fun tonight hanging out with Alyssa's family tonight. I feel really privileged that I got to join in on family night. It is a privilege to be apart of someone else's family night when you're not related to them.
Well, that's all I have to say. I had a good night with some awesome people.
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[28 Nov 2005|08:30pm]
So I quite drinking beer for one week, and I lost 3lbs. Crazy, I wonder will happen if I quite having a beer a day altogether. I think tea is my new choice of night beverage.
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The Longest Short Flight [23 Nov 2005|07:45pm]
At 7pm Tuesday night, Matt dropped me off at the airport to fly to Boise for Thanksgiving. When I arrived, I was told that the flight was going to be delayed 3 hours because there was horrible fog in Boise and might not take off. Matt had already left when I was told this, so I had to wait for hours at the airport hoping that my plane would leave that night.

At 10 o'clock we boarded the airplane. All of a sudden, the back of the plane started smoking. The pilot told us to remain seated while the fireman arrived. Then we were told to leave the plane.

11pm, we reboarded the same airplane. The fuel generator had gone out, which was why the plane was smoking. The pilot informed us that we didn't need it (hopefully). As we flew over Boise, the fog was so bad, we were unable to land.

2:15am, we arrived in Twin Falls, two hours outside of Boise. Greyhound buses awaited for us to drive us to our destination.

5 o'clock am, we arrived at the Boise airport.

It was only supposed to take me 50 minutes to fly to my parents house. This time it took 9 hours.
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